the one

feelings are unified with the one, too little time remaining for the encounter... can't wait u baby

Life is ...

Isn't it weird how life is constructed. When you realize or start to think how things are related to each other in nature the magnificent bonding and the beauty of the magic created during the process usually makes people fall in love with nature. This magnificent thing can be a birth of any specie, a natural event such as a thunder storm, heavy rain, a view of forest, and manny other stuff. As humans we are given one privilege which non of the animals, as far as we know, have rational thinking and expressing their feelings or emotions in the stage the humans does. Yes, we know that many different species have complex skills and even some can communicate with speech such as parrots, some can formulate stages to solve some problems such as crows collecting shiny things to their nests to keep the temperature up when they are not near the nest, chimpanzees can communicate in terms of sign language and so on. These alone to us are considered very big advances when we think they are non-humans. If any of these were done by any human, then we would say that he or she is a retard and won't even pay any attention. Up until know, all the things which I've written is to show the so seemingly natural events of our daily lives.

Did I or did I not think that one day when I reach the university level I would loose one year at the beginning and another one after the 3rd year, I guess NOT!!

All is good, but so they say. All is left for me to hope that these times will provide me with much better options in the near future so I'll have something to move on with...

<3

In love

amazing

;(

Feels weird and different. I know it is wrong but I am weak. I wish that I could have some time to freshen up. Lol. Tears are unwelcomed. Feelings are unwelcome.

Thanks...

Last night when u called u actually did me a huge favour but u are not aware of it canim, thanks...

V

You told me that u would come around 5pm and I did vacuum and clean my room only for u....

Ur plans can change but u could at least text me...

2nd time that I am telling u this...

IT IS EXTREMELY RUDE

Don't give me that crap of u being a bad person. U just don't care about me.

I'm extremely sorry but that was the drop that made the glass spill.

I tried way too hard to take everything simpler especially his year but I am fed up seeing my value in your eyes.

I really respect and love you but all these things that happened recently I no longer believe that I exist for u.

The reason I am writing it all down here is because I am f..kn tired of trying to explain and change things with us... Won't be picking ur calls or reply any text message u might be sending me for awhile.

I have nothing to explain or hear from you about this, I believe u need a time alone to decide how you are treating me. After some time if u come up with something fresh to say, i will then listen to u in a face to face conversation.

Untill then TC canim and study hard. If I don't see u at all until u go back to India, just know tht I've been trying too hard and done...

Always smile and remember that it is only u that can make urself sad and down.

Be careful with him & really do take care canim...