3.05.2011

whatever...

gonna push my limits tonight... see what happens... curiosity kills the cat. I'm lucky that i am not a cat then... lol.

Where the HELL are they????

Thoughts changing, mind no longer sharp. Basic needs... Pain

All the verbs are dancing at about the same level.

Gotta happen pretty damn soon, or

hopes up, as if anything else is left.

academically destroyed...

loosing it, and i am allowing the change, not as I had anticipated, this time the change is not good but rather nasty... loosing my identity, my feelings are the last pieces of me holding it together.

As my grandfather once very wisely stated "Inceldigi yerden kopsun." Meaning let it break from the point it gets weak. Meaning whatevers gonna happen will happen, flow with the wind not against it.

Funny to see the friends that are available are not always the ones that u desired initially, but whoever stands beside u and are reachable at the end of the day are your so called friends, whether u like it or not, and the change is inevitable, neither the pain..

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