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pains so much............. i just lost a friend............................................................. spoke to her, tried my best to explain.................... she wouldnt listen............................... she was too angry......................................... my soul is in pain........................................ hating myself...................................................... still tryng hard........................................i tried to explain it to her, just so angry........................................... what she said hurt me........................... i lost a friend today, not only a friend but my roommate............................. thts what i meant V........................ life is not being fare........................... y today n not after my exam so tht i can study.......................... life isnt fair n no one knows how hard it is for me.................... different country, no family, n loosing the few friends tht i have.............. i can be lonely.............. maybe i deserve to be................ no one knows, no one cares........... only u V, n i feel like i dont deserve to be ur friend.................. see i am a complete piece of shit, no worth..............