seems like it

thinking that everything will last as it is right now is an illusion. Most of us take many things as granted and assume that we will have those things no matter what. Only when we lose or threatened to lose them, we understand their true value. UNfortunately, I feel like its done since I'm tired of fighting against it. Just as my grandfather once said let it be, let it break from the weakest part. U can't control everything around u, trying to do so will only harm u... Sometimes u just have to sit back and let it flow. I'm there, sitting back and observing, letting myself, and my mind relax... Waiting for the correct time, and person. Maybe this is what I should have done from the beginning instead of trying to control it all. If someone leaves you, someone else will enter ur life, usually when u least expected. So I will let it be. No more thinking, no more fighting. I will only value the ones who deserve it. No more, just too tired... "sana bir onerim olacak; hayatindan mikroplari at." Such a lovely phrase from the song. I think, this is what I ought to do...

Cnr