Praying tht i dont have to change my dreams... feeling angry, betrayed and foolish... regret... could have prevented it... felt it coming... now i am left with only one option... sit n wait... please....... cant control my heart beats... please dont let me learn a lesson the hard way... i got the lesson out of this... I wanted this n made plans all summer... how unsudden... life can change just in few seconds or like in this case with a little negligence... i promise to be more careful... please dont let my dreams change... i set all my actions accordingly... major change... i'll adapt if i have to... but feel tht it would nt be the same... i just wanted it sooooo much... begging tht everything will go okay and i wont have to face the consequences... my main goal will never change in both cases but still dont wanna make up my mind... all summer i set my mind just like a clock... tic toc tic toc... GOD realising how much plans i made... hurts so much to see tht it can all go away n all i can do is sit n wait... and yea pray... begging u so much with all my heart... i will do my best at both situations...
Date: 08.13.09
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